“No ticket for you, my girl” – or - “Never trust a smiling cat”
I so nearly dared to say in yesterday’s post that I was feeling positive about a positive this month. There is certainly no doubt that we were TTC at the right time etc etc. I had my surefire symptom of going off tea. For a whole day and a half I just couldn’t drink tea – it tasted disgusting, which really is the only consistent symptom I have ever had for any pregnancy, bizarre as it sounds. But the pee-stick wasn’t having any of it, and my temperature took a drop this morning.
I am so disappointed. R was lovely, and said “never mind, I still believe it will happen. Don’t give up”. But it didn’t quite sound sincere to me. I wanted just to get back in bed and stay there, but I had a presentation to do at 8.30 this morning, so a duvet day really wasn’t an option.
Sometimes another month just seems like an eternity.
4 Comments:
Oh, I know. I hate missing any cycle just in case it was the one. I'm sorry you had yet another disappointment - and that your body was playing tricks on you.
By Thalia, at 9:29 am
Oh, Vivien, I'm sorry. It's worse when our hopes are up, and are then crushed.
Your last post was so true, and so sad.
By Anonymous, at 12:28 pm
I'm sorry for the no ticket... this stinks. I hate that your body played tricks on you... Know ultimately I'm thinking of you and reading...
By Sami, at 3:33 pm
I'm so sorry about the negative peestick, Vivien. That's always disappointing, but especially after having symptoms that make you suspicious that the peestick may be positive. Hang in there.
By Anonymous, at 3:55 pm
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